Awareness, Disorientation and Letting Go
Contact Research Labs – structuring, investigating, performing and reflecting
Are we ever actually still? Is there any such thing as being still? Steve Paxton’s idea of ‘Small Dance’ makes me consider that in fact, we are never actually stable. Even when stood in parallel preparing one’s self to dance, part of our body is never actually still. Sometimes we rock side to side, or back and forth without consciously knowing. A video of Paxton’s ‘Small Dance’ shows a Skelton, standing in parallel, stood ‘still’. From watching this video, you can see that even though this person is trying to be still, he isn’t still. Throughout the 10-minute video you see various angles of the body and at times within the video you see the body slightly rock forwards and then back to neutral position, arms slightly moving and obviously the movement of breath; we always breathe so surely that means we are never still, even when trying to be. Byron Brown once said, “awareness of the small dance implies the opening of freer communication within the body” (Brown, 1980-81, 75). Relating this back to my practice I noticed that this idea of ‘Small Dance’ is relatable. Whilst standing on the spot, with my eyes shut, I focused on my inner self and felt a slight motion of movement within my body, but this is not something I notice whilst standing ‘still’ all the time, only did I notice it when I paid additional attention to my body.
Sensing the weight of your body is something that is very important when it comes to contact improvisation. Is it important as a dancer to identify those inner sensations of feeling their weight because it brings to attention to the fact that the weight of the body forms part of shared and socializing processes. What the movement should be like influences how the relationship between mass and gravity is interpreted in practice and how the weight feels (Ravn, 2010). Whilst experimenting with the concept of small dance we had to feel grounded and not give into reflexes, whereas in the next exercise we had to do the complete opposite. We could give in to our reflexes, causing our bodies to feel more relaxed, allowing our movement to feel more comfortable and let our bodies move with more intention. Falling back into the arms of other dancers wasn’t as ‘scary’ as I thought. On my first try I found it difficult to physically let myself go, to allow my entire body to relax and fall into the arms of another. Eventually, I found it effortless. I would count 3, 2, 1 and not even check if people were behind me, I trusted my peers, I knew that somebody would be there. I wasn’t even conscious of my weight on other people, because over the past few weeks I have learnt that it isn’t about your size, or you weight… it’s about trust. I found it was the same when I had 7 other people lift me high into the air, something I had never experienced before, but something that was a lot less scary than I thought and a lot more trustworthy. Both of these exercises are really going to help me improve in the art of contact improvisation, because by learning that people can take my weight and that its ok to give people my weight, means that when contacting with another partner, I can make it a lot more interesting and inventive than I think.
For our research lab we decided to focus on the idea of ‘How do you manage constant dialogue with your partner?’. We explored the concept of communication through the means of sight, touch and sound. As a group we discovered that there are many ways to keep that conversation, whilst improvising, that we had not yet explored thoroughly. The idea of our research lab was to show these concepts and for individuals to bring them into their own practice. The exercises that we chose for our group to explore were all completely different ways of maintaining that conversation between you and your partner, so for our bodies in the space, it was just a case of identifying which one worked the best for themselves, as everyone is going to find one way easier and more effective than another. Some people said they found it really difficult to concentrate and focus whilst keeping constant eye contact between themselves and their partner, because you show a lot of expression and emotion through your face / eyes without even knowing. Others said they found it helpful, helpful in the sense that it connects you to your partner, that you wouldn’t be able to connect with your partner without eye contact; “Although touch is “the mother of all sense” your eyes create just as much contact and dialogue that movement and touch do” (Bannon and Holt, 2012). Whilst improvising movement some people found a strong connection with their eyes closed; “we can close our eyes or cover our ears but we cannot “turn off our skin” ” (Heitkamp, 2003, 261). They also found that in some cases it was easy to ‘loose’ their partner’s body whilst having their eyes closed. Giving our dancer’s body parts to play with, such as connecting your knee and elbow to your partner’s body, was a successful challenge. Our feedback showed us that it was challenging and more successful when we gave them a body part, but when asked to pick one themselves, they found it easy because they just took the easy root out and picked an easy body part like hands and fingers. Experimenting with sound was something new for our dancers, something we are yet to explore. Some enjoyed the experimentation, some found it awkward and uncomfortable. People said it gave them ‘too much to think about’, improvising movement and having to think of a sound to go with it to keep that dialogue flowing seemed to be a lot to come up with on the spot. Other people were amused by the spontaneous play of it, they liked exploring something new, but would’ve preferred it if we gave them longer and specific sounds and dynamics to experiment with.
Overall, our research lab was successful. The aim of our research was to create and find new ways that aided people to maintain that constant dialogue during contact improvisation, and our dancers thought that our exercises did just that. It also informed us that during a jam you need to learn to let go, be functioning, use all kinds of ways to keep contact, keep that dialogue; it doesn’t always have to be touch all the time. There are many ways to have that contact, don’t worry about getting stuck, or feeling like something went wrong, because it’s ok. Think about all the ways of contact and dialogue, touch, sound, sight and offer your partner anything you have to give and eventually, you will realize… it wasn’t as bad as it seemed.
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Paxton, S. (2009) Small Dance. Available from:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sJKEXUtv44 (Accessed 23th October 2016)
‘Sensing weight in movement’. Full text available By: Ravn, SusanneJournal of Dance & Somatic Practices, 2010, Vol. 2 Issue 1